Another Day In My Life

Last two days in my life has been very emotionally draining, I feel that this blogging gives me an opportunity to share my frustrations and I realized that in fact this is the best way as my blog has one unique characteristics which people in the realistic world don't have.  People always try to see the other person through their own perceptions rather than what the person actually is.

I really feel that this world would be a better place if people developed the skill of listening to other person and understand him as how he wants to understand him.

It really hurts when the person whom you consider as the most important person in your life does not value your feelings and beliefs. The reason this person is not interested in understanding my values and feelings is that this person has been occupied with her own feelings and values and the big problem is that she does not give importance to my feelings and values but she always wants me to give utmost importance to her feelings and beliefs.

I have been doing this for almost two years now, but when will this person realize the mistake which she is making?????

A person who accepts the fact that they are making a mistake would realize the mistake but it's very difficult for a person to realize the mistake when they are "NOT WILLING" to accept the mistake. To Complicate things she feels that since she is not accepting her mistake that she is making no wrong.

If I do anything wrong, she has all the right in this world to be unhappy and get frustrated, but If she does any wrong I have no right to be unhappy and get frustrated. This injustice is really hurting me.

Yes, I am not saying that I have not done any  mistakes, I have done many mistakes and have  hurt people   and I accept that and more importantly I apologize for that to everybody.

But at times I feel why I should apologize when other don't apologize to me when I get hurt. This might be a narrow minded thinking but for how long should I suffer this agony????

I just keep myself motivated that this is all part of life and life needs to go on....!!!!!!!